The life of a teenager

I'm currently attached. Dont ask who. 28/02/08. I'M AFRAID. I dont want my friend to hate me just because of him. especially my really good friends. like jia wen and farhana. i think farhana can understand. but i think it a too big blow for jia wen. i'm sorry. can you not hate me for this? love cant be forced. i'm seriously in love with him. i hope you'll understand.i dont want a fake smile in front of me. cause i really want to be your true friend. cant it be like the 3 of us. laughing and all. i didnt go ith him just to piss you off. i thought you didnt have feelings for him anymore. but i guess i'm wrong. friends??=))

today, after school, suppose to go dawson but in the end stayed in school as my mummy fetched me from there instead. mummy took really long so i followed my baby around. talked and stuff. than went to the classroom. brenzen kept making us laugh by acting stupid. i just want to let you know that i seriously love you and i hope we can last, ilyasa syakir bin jaffar=)

The lie of a teenager

ASLM

OH MY GOWD!! Its been so long since i last blogged. hehe...saw a bitches blog. many people arelike spamming her. It was so funny. And someone even wrote ASLM which meas anti sam ling min. you're acting so pityful in front of the boys. but the truth is, it wun effect me. i dun give a bloody damn it. cause you're a typical ah lian trying to act in front of boys. ms princess. maybe one day we shall carry you in a carriage and bow down to you, magical lord. only boys will fall for that lah. maybe only ou of 10, 1 person is only your true friend. you think that everybody loves you. but the truth is, behind you back, everyone hates you o the core. you've stolen something or should i say someone from me before okaysss.. take lor. ha! one day ppl will see your true colours, including the boys. now you've taken it from someone again. act pityful in front of the boys than when you come with the girls, your stupid devil horns pop out. you want transfer queenstown?? fuck off maan. you're not welcome. i dont care if you have much protection but the fact is we have more. you only have the old SKJ to protect you. you have nof friends, no life. all you have are your gans. which one day will leae you for a reason. and that reason is when they see your true colours. everyone hates you. you dont have a singgle true friend. so get a life!

i love you my ''true friend''=))

Happy Hols everyone!

Happy hols!!! Yay! Actually not yay..i've to work at my Dad's office during school hols..Crap..Haha..I've eaten alot since the schools hols begun. I think i'm becoming FAT!!! But i miss my friends! Farhana, Eunice, Claudia, Jiawen and the rest. Especially my laughing buddies, Kumarran and Soon Poh! Hha. They make my day. Well...i'm single now. And its nice=)) Haha...singlehood is nice. In a way that you can like start looking at other guys without anyone saying or controlling you. And you dont have to listen or give/waste money$$ on them.. haha..I have to start running again tmr. To build up my staminar and to loose weight. Whoots i'm getting heavy! I mean i think. I shall go and check my weight soon. My group of frinds at home, Geraldine, Debbie, John, not to mention Kai en have been hanging out alot recently. Haha. We talk alot about stupid topics. And disturb Kain en..ALOT! Cant wait till the next outing with my friends from school. A few came over during halloween. It was fun dressing up and shouting Trick or Treat to houses. I remember eating spegettie cause i thought that my maid cooked especially nice for that meal. So..if you're bored and all..gimme a comment. It'll help..=)))

I feel free!

Finally..exams are over. My life is now an ease. At the same time, my relationships over too..and the wierd thing is that i'm not sad at all! I felt proud. I mean the things he use to do to me are seriously unforgetable. In a bad way. So what if we lasted 4 monthes and did all the really nice stuff? I dont have feelings for him anymore and i feel free. Like there's no one cluching my fist. So now that its after exams, i'm boyfriend and exam free! Whoots! I feel so happy..diao. Wells i hope the results will top it all! =))

Half way there!

Half way to go...i bet you have no idea what i'm saying. Exams! Its half way! Goig to finish soon! Chinese, Art, History to go. And than The End..=) Haha. I did well for the past few papers accept Science! I had a total blackout once the paper had been given out. I studied for more than 5 hours and in the end i could'nt even remember anything! Arghh! Express in gone forever!!!! My siblings and parents wanted me to go express so badely and now, i feel so retarded. The hope is gone! I'm being lame. I wanna go express to but my friends, my everything is back at NA. Bleh...anything lemme think what i did today..hmm..in school for exams than went Tiong..went blementi with B..and came home! I just realised that i have not studied yet. Crap..needa study now. For CHINESE! The horror and the pain..cheese and whiskers. Well it's here then..g'dae! Lil Miss Sunshine..is out! LOL...=))

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